&- 11:03 pm
like an hour and a half ago i found out that i'm leaving for Australia 22 hours time.
coming back home ( i intended to start packing but.. ha..) i realised that it's gonna be a 'last time' for me for quite a few things.
My last day in braddell view.
My last day of working in spizza, if all goes well.
My last day of sleeping next to my sister. ( I get my own room both in Aus and in my new house)
(Possibly) My last day of *sniff* seeing and hearing my cats.
But i think i had a good 3 month break. Despite the constant gloominess/depressing state of things, there were a few memorable moments. Novena Gardens, Arena, the movie marathon that FINALLY happened and just meeting up with people.
Here we go again! Aussie part 2.
I,alone
&- 12:41 am
I had an awesome dream that day. I died (actuallly i got stabbed in the stomach with what i believe was a garden rake) and had to walk towards 'the light'. but the coolest bit was that i was given 30minutes by an 'angel' (my mind chose a certain celebrity for this role but i shall not say who because then i'd have to actually stab myself with a rake) to say goodbye. I mean, i was a spirit, but i could write or leave behind other objects and things. Even then i had the time to write sacarstic and random notes. haha. can't remember why but i just felt really good.
I can't believe i've spent 3 months in Singapore. I've done NOTHING i wanted to do while i was back. Spent most of it working. But i guess i'd rather work than sit around the house and do nothing. Or would i? But coming back's made me realise a few things.
1) I REALLLLLY miss performing.
2) Life really is unfair. I never knew it could find new lows to put people in.
3)I really don't think i would have fit in NUS.
4) I probably have the worst nerves ever. Okay.Maybe 2nd worst. Thanks to a certain granny.
5) The world really does revolve around money.
I've realised quite a few other things as well (Having nothing to do for 3 months causes one to think) but those are the main ones.
i want OUT!
I,alone