&- 2:04 am
hello!
why is mike shinoda so nice to look at.
his new hair do is nice too. looks like a high school jock though. weird.
check out lp's new song/video 'we made it' with busta rhymes. it's good.
'together we made it. we made it even though we had our backs up against the wall'.
I,alone
&- 1:20 am
DID I MENTION I SPOKE TO MISS K??
yeah. that just made my day worse. if it weren't for a certain cow lover and fellow mariah carrey hater, i think i would have just choked on my own chicken sausage pasta.intentionally.
but i suppose i'd rather be me than nick cannon. poor bloke married a hugely disproportionate barbie doll.
I,alone
&- 12:35 am
i've suddenly realised how out of tune i am with the rest of civilisation.
in all aspects.
Internationally, i only know about the major ( albeit depressing) natural disasters.
Locally, i don't think i know shit about anything that's happened. (HAS anything interesting/big happened??)
Haven't a clue about what's happening in my friends' lives.
I don't even know what the most recent songs and tv shows are...
(last part may seem insignificant but not to ME!!!!) espcially since i'm getting bored as hell with the songs on my ipod right now.
i WOULD attribute it to dancing and driving.. but those literally are the only two activities i'm involved in right now. So technically, i should have all the time in the world to find out about the rest of the active world. Ah screw it.. i'll just rot in my own shell...
but ANYWAY, i went to watch 'Made of Honour' yesterday. With my grandparents. ( see that's proof right there of my non-existant social life..although, don't get me wrong. my grandparents are pretty cool for their age) Typical feel good movie, with GORGEOUS scenery of SCOTLAND! I WANNA GO TO SCOTLAND! Main reason for watching it was of course, Patrick Dempsey so yeah i enjoyed it.
I NEED CLOTHES! but stupid singapore's shops aren't helping me out with that little problem.
I want to dance for rapture. I'm putting myself in blockings that i may not even be apart of. it's quite sad.
i wish i was smart.
OK! snapping out of the negativity. Gossip Girl is such a fun show to watch. I suppose i should be glad we singaporeans don't really have to go through all the bitchy and mean things that those americans go through in school. (cuz apparently many schools ARE like that) But some entertainment/excitement would be nice.
Makes you wonder if being safe on the sidewalk really is the best place to be.right now i'm on the kerb and i'm not sure which side i'm falling towards.
I,alone
&- 12:51 am
ok, went down to watch the semis of the rugby match of SA versus AC. WE WON! or should i say they. nah.. i'll say we. once a saint always a saint eh. but seriously this was the FIRST full rugby match i've ever watched. i missed all the past 2 years' matches cuz i always had dance!! . how sad is that. was there with jiayi, nicole and yvonne. they were screaming their heads off.. seriously. and i was absolutely clueless what was happening.. all i could see was a couple of guys pouncing on each other. but i did see the ball fly like for a few seconds. but i guess it was pretty exciting. got to see ma homie jesse quek do his thang so that was pretty cool. and i hope they win the finals! but i guess watching the councillors scream the 'go SA' cheers and seeing everyone in their uniform kinda made me nostalgic. :(
met up with the ij people after that. it's always fun there. too bad everyone had to go off early. i can't believe we've known each other for 5/6 years! look at me, dwelling the past when i know that my stupid future is what i'm supposed to be concentrating on.
i'm becoming exceedingly pessimistic aren't i. i think i need help.
(ps) reading my past entries (from my IJ days), i seriously feel like slapping myself. i can't believe that was my writing style. urgh..
I,alone
&- 12:29 am
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i hate how my life has no direction right now. even if i do get on track somewhere, the change is going to be HUGE!!! i can't believe that after all that talk about how i'm DYING to leave Singapore, it might actually come true. the prospect of it is fun, yet i'm scared as hell and slightly hesitant to leave..
STUPID LIFE CHANGING STAGE IN LIFE!
i hope i die in my sleep.
gosh i'm dramatic.
I,alone
&- 7:44 pm
my 10 day trip to south africa has definitely become one of my best holidays ever. all i could remember from the last time i went (when i was 8yrs old) were the animals in the safari. but even those animals were like miles away from the truck. but this time around, the animals were soooooo upclose, (and sometimes even in my arms :)). it was brilliant!!!!!!!!!!! and i couldn't really remember the friends we had there (even though all of them came up to me saying "Oh my gosh!!! you've grown up so much!!!!") but now i'm quite sure i'm not ever forget the people there.
they're all sooooo friendly, and fun to be with!!! was able to go to a south african club with some of the other youngsters there.. they played house music the whole night but it was still fun as hell!!! i actually went for a wedding, so all the 'parties' and ceremonies were fun as well.not my cup of tea, but watching all the south african indians in their fancy dressing and dancin was definitely interesting.
man.. there's so much to tell. but basically, i had the time of my life. even though i was the only one below 50 in the group we went with.. but as always, all good things come to an end. sigh. now i'm back to thinkin about my stupid life.
I,alone