&- 3:27 pm
i'm bored. ladedah. don't feel like studying. cuz i've got like 2 more days till my next exam..tsk..procrastination. aiyah. so. today was science prac exam. dammit. i screwed up. my funny biuret test thingy remained blue instead of turning purple. so yeah. that's bad. and didn't get to finish my physics thingy. so yeah. lost like 7/8 marks already???? alamak...sadness la.
so, prac ended at like 11.15? went to class and stoned there till 1 bloody 15!!! 2 hours dammit! brought lit book along, but wasn't in the lit mood...(and i want to get below 20 points like this..tell me how??) so. let beverley play around with my hair. haha. she's my new personal hairdresser.. hehe. played with her funny crossward puzzle thing. slept for 5 minutes. stoned. and yeah.
My mum came to pick me up. Gave Gayle and Allison a lift to Gayle's house after goin one big round around raffles place.. (To send my sis to funan it mall...i ruined her camera you see..hehehe...evil...) yeah. came back. slacking now. evidently..
I,alone
&- 6:07 pm
To get thru these damn exams, i'ma need..
10% luck
20% skill
15% concentrated power of will
5% pleasure (yeah right...)
50% pain (damn right..)
and a 100% reason to... stay in the game
actuallly, the last part is to remember the name...but decided to change it for my own cause. yeah. such a beautiful song.
I,alone
&- 5:53 pm
83 more days to my birthday!!!!( seems much further than when you say 2 months 20 days..) hmm..anyway. yeah. more importantly, 85 more days till the END OF MY O LEVEL EXAMSSSSSSS!!!Well, hopefully i can scrape thru the prelims.omg. omg. omg.omg. I REALLLLY don't think i can get into ANY JC during the first three months. Not that i want to start school almost immediately, but, it's for my own good i guess.. aiyah.... SA!!! HOW!!!!! AHHHHHH!! So irritating.
My english was...passable... ss was...omg my goodness... source based sucked!! today was geog. heavens save me. i think i was the only idiot in the class who did 3 physical geog and 1 human geog question. I too, found the physical geog questions kinda hard, but, for some stupid unknown reason, I decided to do those. SIgh. not that i had no point or anything. 7 pages!!! not too bad la. but still, quantity isn't quality...(heavens..i sound like my dad...)
oh yes. Oh gooodness... i swear..it's just fate... Nov 22 is not only the last day of my o level exams...it's also the release date of The rising tied!!! The cd i've been waiting for for the past.... 6 months??? YAY!!!!!Mike Shinoda and i share some kinda telepathic connection of some sort. i wish. Remember the name is so nice...i could just kill myself. does that make any sense?? don't think so. anyway. yeah. got practical tomorrow. at least i don't have to go to school at 7! only gotta be in school by 8.45. joy... :)
well.. 2 more weeekss.... that's all. then the o level stress begins. sigh. life.
I,alone
&- 4:53 pm
Oh my hat.i'm feeling so irritated and angry and pissed off right now. hj kasj lfksafj klfalj kjlkf ajadehf O*ERY *QY#RHOWEI"RH #Q)*Y% K REH%&u[04395 uWE)(TU W$(U%
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I might be overeacting...MIGHT.. but stilll. doesn't change the fact that i'm one of the most unluckiest pple on this earth. i HAD to be in the group who's invigilators are 2 of the most unfriendliest and unbothered people in the world. reallly. the other groups' invigilators ACTUALLY smiled, joked and laughed. mine didn't even return the smile when i entered the room smiling like one shit-head. kjfdksdjASDlASDlkDkla
okok. btw. i'm talkin bout my english o level oral exam.yeah. just had it today. *sigh*. Actually, i thought i did pretty alright.. but then...the 2 examiners' expressions are makin me think otherwise. yeah. this one examiner had a total dubious look on her face. the other one my as well not even have existed cuz she didn't even say a single word. both too buzy sipping away on their juices. yeah. did i mention that i was the first?? yeah i was. i guess that has it's advantages...cuz then i can't be compared to the others who probably did better than me. yeah. so. didn't get to use any big words though. so sad. hahah.
i'm just scared...cuz i was really hopin to get an 'A'...1 or 2..it doesn't matter. reallly not sure if i can get that anymore. whole morale gone down. o aiio g g ljkdl jdgl jlskjf lkdjf alsk
i'm sorry. i'm just pissed off. at myself. and everyone else. *sigh*.
I,alone
&- 8:09 pm
nothing exciting happened. yeah. jo teo didn't come. so we had 2 free periods. supposed to do this poem thingy. practically no one did it. i think i was one of the few people who actually read and made some notes about the poem. yeah. but, that was for like..10 mins. fell asleep after that. hehe. so. my mum brought me back. had lunch. watched 'stealth' with my dad, mum n bro cuz my bro had the dvd. good show.did accounts after that.
it's wierd. i know i'm scared for the upcomin prelims..but i don't actually feel anything. yeah. let's see..i think the lowest i can get is like....14??? and to think i wanna get into SAJC. how in the heavens am i gonnna do that?? my current L1R5 is like...29?? beautiful.... *sigH* you know..i REALLLY am starting to consider poly. really. no tamil. not AS MUCH stress... i think.. yeah. no school during the first 5 months. sounds better. but the question is..what the hell am i gonnna do there????? sigh. hate makin decisions...and this is one of those life-changin ones... i reallly reallly reallly reallly hate this.
I,alone
&- 7:20 pm
Decided not to re-sit my tamil exam..for three reasons..which i'm too lazy to say right now. hahhaha. anyway. yeah. have to work superduperly hard on my ss/lit now..so tt i won't have to include tamil in my L1R5. yepp. angelina n funan abandoned me..they're now re-sitting their tamil!! Cuz of susa's great motivational speech..ahahha. but i think it's best they do anyway. yeah. so had 2 'free' periods. right before recess somemore. so. allowed ourselves 10 mins of early recess! ahhaha. life is good. for now. yeah.
oh no. clarissa just told me that those who pass their mt HAVE to do the normal tamil standard in jc. I DON"T WANT!!!!!!! I wanna take Syllabus B! reallly!! if i'm borderline-ing now... imagine what it'll be like for me when i go to jc.. having forgotten like 1/2 a year's work of tamil. oh heavens. i really dun wannna go thru that. which is why i'm seriously comtemplatin poly. but what course?! goodness! AHH!! Damn i hate Singapore's education system.
I,alone
&- 6:29 pm
This song is bloody good.at least I find it is. yeah. it's amazing how these pple are able to decipher what in the world this guy is screaming...
Slipknot - (sic)
Enemy - Show me what you wanna be
I can handle anything
Even if I can't handle you
Readily - Either way it better be
Don't you fuckin' pity me
Get up, get off...
What the hell am I sayin'?
I don't know about malevolent
Sure as hell decadent
I want somebody to step up, step off
Walls! Let me fall! FUCK YOU ALL!
Get a grip, don't let me slip 'til I drop the ball
I - I want it all!
Fuck this shit, I'm sick of it
You're goin' down, this is a war!
Who the fuck am I to criticize your twisted
state of mind?
You're leavin' me suspect - I'm leavin' you grotesque
Feels like a burn from which you never learn
Cause and effect, you jealous ass
Press your face against the glass - SUFFER!
I - I want it all!
Fuck this shit, I'm sick of it
You're goin' down, this is a war!
I've just begun
It's about that time
Gotta get mine
YOU CAN'T KILL ME
CUZ I'M ALREADY
INSIDE YOU
SICK
(azlyrics.com)
I,alone
&- 7:11 pm
I DID IT!!!!!!!! I PASSSED MY TAMIL O LEVEL EXAMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!
YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!!
I got c6, and merit for oral.... can u believe it!? MERIT!! Not bad for someone who's oral examination consisted mostly of hand gesture and facial expressions to prove a point.hahaha.yeah. i'm happy. i think. Now, contemplating whether or not i should re-sit it. should i? i dunno. prelims comin up in 2 weeeks............wf ,m lhkJLKJK LS
I,alone
&- 3:32 pm
Mother Tongue O level results are comin out in 4 days time.........
I,alone